Realizing Truth

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I struggle, things aren't moving fast enough. I push forward there is a struggle to gain traction, here.

I realize I am making a blunder. I have been sharing my life too much with some friends and family members. Truth is important imprudent sharing isn't. Good intentions, and well meaning gestures have setback my progress.

I will gain autonomy, I find I must break the chains placed by the asylum where I was raised.

I have been inspired greatly my faith runs deep, I find I must demonstrate this faith through actions. Turbulence has been a abundant in my life. A near constant. I find I must be cool under pressure, also hit acceleration, built on momentum. Little wins right now but I feel large ones are soon to be mine.

Due diligence is a must, foolhardy moves I can't trust. I see pieces falling into place. This gives me hope I am not too late. Faith I place in my self, the 1's I love, hands of fate will reveal. What will be will be.

I find a simple truth in my life. I can over complicate things sometimes. When I do I seem to realize it when, actions are met with girt and determination. I then feel a certain shame, why did I build this monster up that I had so easily slain?

My world will change, I will change the world. In truth I know this isn't where my drive comes from, it comes from having a life of building. I wish deeply to have 1 in my life I can be there for, make her proud to be my lady, my girly.

So I tip my hat, destiny awaits. I a have been crafting some poetry that must be delivered in a couple days. I hope it finds her well on her birthday.

Forever, Ever, and Evermore,
Aaron Baker

PS. Letting go is a practice, I have still been taking bait I have no business taking. I will make my space, remove myself from this mental cycle of allowing my buttons to be pressed. I am not perfect, I will make mistakes, I must continue to forgive myself for my past blunders. Clinging to hindsight too many times. These things give me fuel for turning my life from the ashes, this fire burns deep. I know I must become a phoenix of love, rising above hate.

1 Love Phoenix Dedicated 4 Taylor Alison
11ov3 Aaron David
May a Swift Baker castle be the story of us.