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I couldn't blame 1 for the fun that comes with playing with toys. Teaching them lessons never really works in my eyes, they either are too dull or refuse to grasp it. Too deeply blinded to wish for sight. Sometimes the lessons you teach will land one day. Other times the wish made the only thing taken away.
You realize by now that I am not dull, as you may also know I realize nor are you.
Like my solitude there is a cost to playing with toys, weather it be your mind, or a nest. Solitude, and play partners are fun, teaching, also learning. As 1 builds, at some point you become the quickest, sharpest, most restless in your class.
Soon life gets a bit empty, you realize at some point having a blue, or borrowed heart is no longer simple, nor as fun as it had been.
At some point you know you have to seek a match to make something that stands a chance to last. This is the point when you realize you will have to take a leap into the deep end with another possessing intellect, and skill.
If your gifted and talented this especially isn't easy, who will have a chance at understanding? Accepting the real you? The field narrows. Who wants what you want? If you let your guard down will they treat you like a toy in turn?
This is why madness may ensue, anger can quickly overboil, accusations of crazed behavior be leveled.
Being the first out of the door has advantages. It is a self protection. A way of preserving your growth, not taking in the ilk. Letting detachment become easy, not to be confused with letting things go.
This is why trust is so important.
You must know at the point prior to your leap, a trust in your future partner to have honesty in their hearts. Not only that but also grasp the risk, the gravity tugging at your feet.
Ergo Cassandra should be heeded with caution, there is potency to her warnings, a cell filled with snakes is a dire threat.
I feel the need to say, I don't wish to flee due to political unrest. Also we cannot sacrifice it all in the name of slowing its spread.
While your time isn't mine. Despite our flaws, I must say you're the best thing I have ever had enter my life. Fighting our ghosts together isn't always possible. I may have some haunting me jump at you. Every chance at love is a roll the dice, I know your past lovers have taken their price.
I see your faith you gave, it heals me. I need you to know this faith I have isn't mine alone, it comes from the strength you have gave me. I find it grows as I learn to know you.
The waters are rough, I know a choppy sea isn't going to stop us. Our love grows, let the snakes slither away, let the critics eat crow.
Ever, and Evermore,
Aaron Baker
PS. I see you fighting doubts, it inspires me, I will not back down. Not from bloody knuckles weather it be hard work, or a fight. I have your back, and I know you have mine.
1 Fortifying Love Dedicated 4 Taylor Alison
11ov3 Aaron David
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