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Memories make you feel awkward, sometimes you hate yourself for being you. When sin is pain for some, for others it's enchanting. Saved doll don't cry...
"He is in hell because he loves her like a curse, like a sea storm, like something inexplicable that deprives him of dignity. He is jealous because in his head she is a goddess that everyone wants, and she? She just lived. And now she has to justify herself for the looks, for attention, for her f...ing freedom. I am in wild horror, in a daze. I understand that he is drunk and on the edge, wich makes it even scarier. I cannot and do not want to c@m, but he breakes me boldly, furiously, at the breaking point of his feelings and I c@m with is hand on my throat, with his voice in my head "To no one else, s..m! Got it? You got me witch!" He does not ask whether to stay. He knows, I am already completely broken .I am already his again. The next morning he is lying at my feet, asking for forgiveness, begging me to stay. And it is terrible, I have to run away from it witout looking back..." autor AK.