Majesty Ricochets

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A fight for stability in my emotion has brought calm. I find a truth that isn't easy. My identity is limited, I am an economic hermit. I have been trying to build things with many folks my whole life until a few years back.

While my skills are broad, this has left me with lots of scars. While I only burned my own investments in my many failures. This lead to much mistrust between my family. This isolation lead to my sadness.

The oddity is my friends and potential partners are never more receptive to my offer in a potential collaboration.

In business I have been the prey far too many times. Nearly every time. When I am not the prey the product is often my most enduring friendships.

The pattern of my life is people; I love to talk, many are inspired by my idea and interests. They then mistake my gesture of good will for ignorance. They mistake kindness for weakness, in not realizing my generosity of just giving them an idea that took me a long time to craft. They then think I have no business having this idea, after all you I am not that talented.

They then take that idea or copy and improve it. Not realizing that idea was just a bait, a tool to measure your intent. If you treat me well you will see the real vision. I see similarities in your experience although each path is distinct.

I see you see me and I like it. After all if I ever hear "I love you" from your lips that will be my best day. This is why you can't fix me. What you are allowing me to do is have clarity to fix myself.

If I don't allow you to help me I cannot claim our future. It make no difference if I earned any given opportunity. What matters is I am allowing you to exercise justice by helping me. I will do my best to no longer distrust the kindness of others, I will take your helping hand.

Just know my reflex isn't easy to overcome. My desire is strong I wish to be saved from a dark and lonely fate.

I should be so lucky to have an angel come to my rescue. While I can help others, I still must allow the grace from you to enter my life without indulgence in my feelings of neglect, or self pity.

You have seen potential in us, you have faith there is more. That maybe it is more than a hit by a lucky archer. So my promise is I will not be crass and throw away a masterpiece. My further promise is to take it easy, with us there is no need to rush a romance.

While you see me, I don't fear us. I long for the day I lay eyes on you, my queen to be.

Love For Ever More,
Aaron Baker
Civitasvox

PS. I am committed to become a role mode, It will take a bit of time for me to iron out the wrinkles. Seeing your healing has empowered me, you are giving me the motivation to fix myself. 1 Dedicated 4 Taylor Swift Love Aaron Baker.