Dream Family

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You owe me nothing yet must ask for a bit more time. I have been healing but clearly my wings aren't back yet. A wise women once said each love is unique. This is why I know you haven't seen this movie...

Even now this sting is what I needed. I know my chances would be nil with a partner that wasn't fearless. Know my tenacity for life is growing exponentially. Darling, no need to throw away a masterpiece.

My start was bad no lie, I am not fast out of the gate. My hole was deep, I operate on a different pace. I don't have it all figured out, I never started at first base. All I know is I love you, I also know you haven't seen nothing yet...

Your pity isn't what I am after. While I cannot blame you for eyeing the side door. I am loyal to my friends. Your poetry disarms my stubbornness this is the source in my confidence in us. My faith in us blinds me to warning signs rooted in doubt.

Bust my knuckles from here on out, I will turn this around just watch me. No more talking the talk and allowing myself to not walk the walk. I don't intentionally harm friend that isn't me.

Playing a brave man is shameful. I know you have allowed me room and I am not owed it, I can only ask for a bit more time to prove my grace through my bravery.

My feelings began slow, like the tortoise they grow strong and steady. I know they will be more meaningful as our friendship grows. My love doesn't rise fast nor does my love burnout, my love is steady, enduring, ageless.

I was born with island time in me, I don't operate at a frantic pace, don't take this as malaise.
I am very stubborn man, this is the problem here. I cling to disbelief, I ask you don't allow this character flaw to thwart us here.

You will never be the butt of my jokes. After all you have given me the all value. You are not to be kick out of any castle. After all I always thought I only would be at best the cool uncle. Your love has made me believe I could be a father and a husband.

I cannot blame you for sighting the side door, feeding your fears, building out a fort of doubts with dreams I have placed in your world.

I don't wish to tell you I am turning my life around, I must prove it. I understand talking the talk is the easy game, I will now be about walking the walk.

I have never felt loved by another before. This made me fear belief in our love and I turned from faith in love, I am sorry. This warmth is deluge of grace and has been unnerving at first. I am not quick to adjust, I have no excuse just to say I you have put me in fight of my life, and I have never been so happy.

Who would give me a second chance? Who gets to have some fun? Who gets to learn to dance before the race is run?

My actions will dispel your doubts, I will hasten building myself up, I will prove this out.

Love For Ever More,
Aaron Baker
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