Found Dreaming (Part 2)

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My actions may be miss understood, you see one could see me a driven in a single minded obsession. This isn't how I feel nor ring true logically from my perspective. I know I am not always correct by any means, but I do know how I feel.

Some would describe this as some in infatuation, or discovering feeling of being compete. For me this isn't it either really. You see these feeling have allowed me to become who I always knew I could be, it is an unlocked potential. It is a freedom in knowing someone doesn't find my personality as a empty canvas to paint their version of who I should be.

It is about giving me allowing myself security to become: the true me. That me grows each day we grow closer. I find it amazing, and wonderous.

I know that you must have those in your life telling you that I am crazy. They must also say you're crazy if you pick me.

I never felt more sane, but also cannot blame them.

You see many men would find it work to prove a love to another. For me it is much different. I wish to prove my love to you over and over again, until the day I die. I wish to make you coffee. I wish to make you dinner, rub your weary footsies, close the clasp on your necklace while you hold your hair up. In an mundane tasks to the grand I wish to demonstrate my love for you over and over.

Some may find this burdensome, but I know it is a freedom in expression. It is a privilege.

This is why I wish to prove to myself and others, I deserve this chance. I wish to prove that I am not to far gone. Too old, recalcitrant, broken for a second thought. I know that I must show virtues in my values to allow you comfort and solace in your choice of me. I must demonstrate change.

You have many qualities I love in a partnership, this is why I wish to explore this path. I know my approach was odd, a bit off script. I couldn't blame those that find me a bit suspect. I am aware of this but have little other chance of catching a diamond in the rough. At least without unconventional means, throwing out the scripts.

To all those that are suspicious I ask you to give Grace a chance. To those that believe in me I am grateful for your support it means the world to me. I can't blame those that would be suspicious, with a magnetism so strong there is good reason for skepticism.

Loved Ever More
Aaron Baker

PS. Yes I am now driven, but know aside from the last several years that has always been who I am. I just have had very little sustained success. This time it feels different like others are rooting for my success instead of looking for ways that I am a failing. As I weigh my own feelings I find a simple truth. I must rest I had a wonderous weekend. My strength grows for my sweet muse, my dear.

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