Under the Makeup a Clowns Still Bleeds Red

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While I may portray many things; I am no clown, I am no troll. I fought many inner demons to get to a place where I know the difference when dealing with feelings this intense. I don't wish to bomb anyone with love.

I am a man with few real connections in his life. I know I am clumsy when I express my feelings, but also find it is difficult for me change this pattern without the grace of others. This is who I am left to my own devices, I push myself to change it. I cannot say I am pleased with my progress.

I struggled with friends early in my youth. This gave me an extra incentive to grow my imagination. I think this kinship is a big reason why feel this magnetism to you.

Please know I fighting with everything I have for us not to be a tragedy. I cannot explain my desire for measure and inability to practice it. I don't wish to cage you or myself with love. I wish to see if we could nurture a bond that made us both feel at home where ever we may be.

I understand you owe me nothing, but I ask you if you will consider a friendship? While I cannot deny my affection for you remains deep. I wish for a chance to seek something real with you, even if only a friendship.

Civitasvox