Building Happiness

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I find joy in others joy, however had little to call my own.

In service to others is where my freedom dwells. My consternation grew large, for I knew for a long time my failures defined me. While I am not happy yet my dreams have given me a chance at this feeling.

While I am not with her yet, my path has begun with healing. My broken wings haven't taken a flight, but I know they are mending. My love has not taken my hand yet, however her desire for me isn't fleeting.

I cannot say happiness has found me, however I feel joy not far away. I see families in great feeling, celebrations of love . I know self doubts creep in, and I move to strike them down. Done with a smile, I immediately feel peace. My healing isn't overnight, my work is cut out for me. Our world so far a part, however each step brings me closer to realizing our chance becoming reality.

At a point our roll of the dice will be cast. We will see what comes next, deliberate steps taken one at a time. I ground myself in the reality of my undertaking. My hard work is finally meeting my skills. While I have been here many times, this one doesn't have a underlying chill.

While my failures have informed my success, as for happiness I am not there yet. It will not come until I have made the most of my chance. I know my hard work is our only path. I know there will be a point when fate and timing meet. A chance we must make the most of. Poetics, a gaze from one another's eyes, knowing all.

I have deep healing still needed, until I make good on my promises my work still undone. For I know love isn't a means to an end, it is the product of undying labor. I know for two of us to stay together combining as one life, it isn't a fall, however a leap we must make in the end.

Our drawing comes ever near, my excitement contained for I know indulgent emotions can be reckless, inviting fear. I prepare myself for all outcomes to unfold. However I know a simple truth we belong together. I know your faith is strong, you are hoping for this future as passionately as I.

So allow me to cast a wish upon our souls. While we have yet to spend time together; let our story be one of happiness, love, in tenderness blessed by the goddess of timing along with fate.

Let our conversations run deep, bringing us closer to lives we wish to create. Let us be one another's champion. For somehow when I see us together I am fearless, self doubt melts away.

I know this alone will not make us great, because in trust it is hard work to keep love. We must allow our way nurturing a life building one another in this way we shall dispell hate.

Ever, and Evermore,
Aaron Baker

PS. I maintain my balance, I felt never so strong. Building together in the middle of a storm. While emotions run high for those that surround. I in turn work even harder, for I see forever in this love I have found.

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